Recently I’ve felt odd, that there is more that I can do but not feel that I can at the same time. Today has been good. I’ve been feeling a change and more posative. I’ve not written here in quite a while.

It’s not that I don’t have anything to say, more so that I don’t know how to explain everything that I want too and I seem to be most inspired to write while I should be asleep. Often I dream that I have written it down and then find its not there and have to re-remember it again.