In ten years time, I will be 42 – Will I understand the meaning of everything? Probably not, but I hope to have discovered a lot more of life.
My Plan is to be Happy
Things I hope to have done by then include completing a degree, learning to play the guitar, learning many new things in trampolining past just sumasaults, found a job I can really enjoy and pays the bills.
I can imagine me moving to somewhere else in the country. Finding something to be passionate about and really just going for it. Its all imagination at the moment as I can’t see it happening yet.
Other life things… Enjoying myself in a family scene. I’d hope that I was making some girl very happy too and together making a family. I love to work with youth groups now, I think I would really enjoy my own family.
I’ve been single for a while now, over 6 years since my last real relationship. I do feel lonely some times but overall am quite happy.
I have so many freedoms with being single thats allowed me to learn so many things and do all sorts from dancing, and trampolining, to seeing friends around the country and starting my own business aswell as working in events and for charity groups.
I do miss the comfort and just having someone there to talk to and spend time with. But I keep getting told it will happen one day… I’d prefer that sooner than later really.
After spending a while of reading through posts by people on Live Journal I’ve been inspired by @midnightschilde on to attempt 30 days of questions.
I will try and keep it up to date – they may not be every Day but I’ll give it a go, it should be an interesting challenge – One of which I am going to try and do.
Day 1 – your current relationship; if single discuss how single life is.
Day 2 – where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 3 – your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 4 – your views on religion.
Day 5 – a time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 6 – write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 7 – your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 8 – a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 9 – how you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 – discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 – put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 – bullet your whole day.
Day 13 – somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 – your earliest memory.
Day 15 – your favourite tumblrs.
Day 16 – your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 – your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 – your beliefs.
Day 19 – disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 – how important you think education is.
Day 21 – one of your favourite shows.
Day 22 – how have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 – give pictures of 5 girls who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 – your favourite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 – someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 – what kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 – a problem that you have had.
Day 28 – something that you miss.
Day 29 – goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 – your highs and lows of this month
Spring Harvest – Another year to start
Its the time of year where I go and help out at Spring Harvest in Skegness. I’ve helped out twice before and it was different both times. I am really looking forward to it but I am not prepared yet.
So much to sort, pack and get there. I have to be there tomorrow around 5pm and I’ve not even started to pack. I’ve generally finished my work, last general day until start of May. A nice Easter Holiday 🙂 I’ve got friends there at the moment, sounds great so far 🙂
Anyhow, I’ve got some time off again so this may actually get updated a little more actively. I’ve seen a few friends are writing something over 30 days – Not sure I can do that but its something to try… I’ll just be around 25 days behind them all.
Signing off for now
Imagine being able to connect with others from your past in a common place. Some you wanted to see, others you did not. You are all aware that this was temporary and you were together. You have no rush to be anywhere else and know that this time is not actually taking any time out of the reality of life but you are meeting and getting the chance to communicate and connect with people you’ve lost connection with.
What would you do? Who would you talk to and “catch up” with. Its a nice thought for it to happen but could it really happen. I’ve read about how some people know that something bad has happened to a loved one although no phone call has happened – its just that – a knowing, a connection that can not be proven or quantified in any scientific way but just is all the same.
Maybe time isn’t a line as we see it but all mixed up. When were in a dream, time seems to exist but a lot can happen in a slow amount of time in our consious mind. Our subconsios mind seems to process time differently and while we are dreaming (which is apparently only a fraction of the night) time can be days, or even weeks for the couple of hours sleep we’ve had.
My thoughts are there is a lot more we as people can do in life, a lot that we’ve not quite understood enough to do… We accept the limits we have been told are definite but they are only active limits if you don’t test them. What else can we access.
I wonder if we could harness the speed of time of dream state into real life… imagine the amount of work done. Get a weeks worth of work done in a day and then relax for the remaining…. I’d love a 2 day week and 5 day weekend to do what I loved to do rather that what I needed to do do be able to have those 2 days.