Moggy

I’m getting worried about the family cat, he’s over 19 years old now and not too well. He is almost always wanting to sleep, or be fed, fussed or just heard. Recently he’s not eating much or drinking much, he has been on heart tablets for about 6 months now – they seemed to help a lot to start with and he was putting on weight but now he is loosing it again fast.

I find it difficult to imagine the cat not being around, althou I do not see him every day already. He is someone I see whenever I go to my parents place, and responds to moggy althou thats not his original given name.

19 years is a long time for a cat apparently to live, he used to be a very active cat now he’s a loud cat or asleep cat. I’ve spoken to people who say they have an old cat to find they are coming up 10 years – What does that make the moggy? I guess ancient and lucky.

He’s not looking too well anymore and not sure if he is a happy cat, he doesn’t seem to know what he wants to do – just follows us around and wants instant fuss all the time which most of us are willing to give – maybe why he keeps coming back for more. I don’t know if he’s going to last the week – He’s going to the vet in the next 24 hours, and hope some anti-biotics can fix him but with the heart problems too were really not sure… Its a poor moggy and we’ll really miss him, but rather him in peace than pain anytime.

Christmas Parties [Staff & T+B]

I read in the news that people working in IT have the best parties at Christmas, well I’m the only one in IT where I work so that would be a small party of sorts.

Friday was the staff party for where I work, we went to a pub for a meal – lots of food, even more alchol – well wine… I think the table of 17 went through about 45 bottles of wine which was impressive in my eyes – especially when about 5 of us were driving so not drinking.

I thought stay for meal, and a drink – we’d be out round 9pm (started round 6:30pm) but turned out to be a really enjoyable night and we were there til closing time. Lots of happyness, joy, laughter and learning of people. Always entertaining when people drink and you dont.

I dropped a group of friend off, no point them getting a taxi they all live in the same general area. I drive as live about 20 minutes out of the area where I work. Most others were locals.

T&B

It was good to see people from T&B again – its been a while since me concentrating on work and trampolining to get through it all.

The party wasn’t particulary a party, more of a normal session of olden T&B but with a lot more cakes, and sweet stuff. It was very chilled and a good catch up. I enjoyed it.

Thanks to you all.

Back asleep, Bounce!

I was nervous, and had anxiety before the exams for trampolining, its all over and now i’ve finally got somewhere… Passed the assistant coaching course for trampolining – its only level 1 but its a start.

Now I’m back to normal sleeping, well semi-normal. Once home on sunday, I was asleep before 8pm, and back rested at about 7am the next day for work… Didn’t feel a break for the weekend but feeling happy I got through it all.

I was really nervous, and even on the day unsure of what the result would be. It felt really odd to be getting examined while helping out, but now I’ve got something totally different to add to my CV – A little more diversity instead of living in the IT world without much sight of anything else.

So glad its all over, but to go further… that is a choice, but not something i’ll do right away – I want to make sure inself I know how to do things before going further. Althou I can do it – its good to have more confidence in what I’m doing so I can best look after the students.

Looking back around 2 to 3 years ago when I got given the idea of trampolining, I thought it would be quite easy and i’d be able to sumasault and do all these wonderful moves very easily. I never realised how much work was involved and how much exercise was truely involved.

I was completly unfit, and the more exercise I do the more I realise I am not fit althou think i’m getting better. Before I lasted about 2 mins max on the trampoline before out of breath, now I’m on for ages and hadn’t really thought about being out of breath which is a positive.

The idea of helping to coach was never even a thought, it was only earlier this year I wanted to be able to understand better what was meant by terms, and why coaches told you to do things a certain way so I started the course… The bonus was I could help out and build confidence althou I still find it quite a scary thought.

I nearly dropped out when I missed the first exam call, as had been working and not had time to get the hours training/learning in… but between october and november I did, and got lots more than the required 6 which was very helpful.

I’d recommend to people to try things that you want too. Before 3 years ago I thought i’d never do anything like this, but love it so much and feels great when you help people and can see that they’ve learned something new.

3am Once Again I see you

It gets to 3am once again and I am wide awake yet really tired at the same time. I try settling down, I lay down ready to sleep and nothing… I just lay there seeing the insides of my eye lids not getting to the dreamworld I love.

I used to be able to just go to bed and think sleep and I was asleep and in a dream world. Lately I just can not get to sleep on a night… My semi regular hours have been getting to sleep at the early time of 3am [latest was 5:30am] and up for work by 8am latest.

Its not good, or maybe it is if I can get control over it, if I could manage it so sleep earlier and up earlier I could go swimming or something but its always the other way round and swimming places arn’t open in the middle of the night – or not here or close by.

So now I write random thoughts… and what i’m up to as trying to get to sleep without success – maybe too much on my mind – then again maybe not.

I’ve been trying a Clipper Tea, thats meant to help calm mind ready to sleep – it tastes really nice, its called “Sleep Easy Tea” – Its got a varety of ingredients including Cinnamon*, Chamomile(25%)*, Honeybush*, Lemon balm*(5%), Valerian root* – All that help sleep apparently.

Its a nice tea. I’ve cut down on chocolate, and cafeen/sugar especially after 16:00 but its not working. I don’t want to cut it out completly – I like me chocolate and stuff.

My internet seemed to be running slow for 3am in the morning so I ran a test… Apparently its working great.

Maybe its to do with the weather, Just had a look outside and its very white. Really glad I chose to put the car in the garage again tonight – it would take me ages to sort in the morning.

My camera didn’t really take any decent pictures of the snow… but its generally just lots of white everywhere and a distinct lack of people and random dogs about however thats highly likely to it being 3am rather than the snow…