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Back to Normality

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Back to Normality or sort of anyway. Over the past week my body has been on a different Time Zone – Getting up was no earlier than Midday & Bed time or at least sleep time not until after 7am – Just Slightly out.

I’ve been out to a friends place tonight – Drinks, Games, Music, Friendship, and laughter in one good night not forgetting the cooking and eating of curry.

Late on after drinks and food, and the hours coming past 1.30am we got a little bored and started typing our names [or usernames] and random words into google and clicking “I Feel Lucky” – It was supprising how many sites that had our details on.

Maybe tommorrow I’ll have a normal Body clock again since bed time is nearer 3am than 7am but we do have snow outside which is a refreshing change.

Little Monsters

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I’ve had a good day today, A time with differnt groups of friends – Good Food, entertainment, and friendship. I seem to get on with the kids which is great fun… I call kids little monsters because they seem to run round and cause havoc everywhere… and with me that seems their aim.

From what i’ve noticed the TV is a great control method from super hyperactive kids to semi zombies entertained by the box of light and sound. An 18 month year old is different – The box only entertains for maybe minutes if not seconds before it runs round or jumps on you.

After the attack of the monsters I went to see other friends further up the road and chatted loads and chilled. I’ve had a good day so a good start to the year for me 🙂

Attacker Cars – Happy New Year

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Its New Year and I chose not to drink but to drive to a friends instead. The night was good, I was attacked by little monsters [Kids] and a baby which was funny – The baby did not run out of energy. Food and friendship was all good and headed back home around 2:30am.

On the way back I had an uncomfortable drive back, there were taxi’s that were driving fine and normal but other drivers I’m sure had been drinking and driving – No police seen anywhere at all.

I had one car zoom up, pull out just before hitting me and then while passing deciding they wanted the lane I was in and moving in and out of it. I had to brake to slow down, they did the same and contiuned. I slowed down more – I got several unwelcomed jestures and laughter from the driver and pasengers who then speeded off cut off a taxi and took the road off.

Within 5 minutes further down, Another car came up Full beam headlights – normally blinding light – Speeded up to me and stuck behind me close – very disconcerting… I took my junction and they did the same as the other car [differnt coloured cars] and swung into my lane before shooting off further down the road I came off.

Thankfully that was the last of it, but it didn’t feel nice, not a great start to things but we must go on.

Ending to say Happy New Year to all, Even the people who wanted to cut me off for their entertainment.

My Weekend – Stressed Contentment

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Saturday for no reason I can find I felt totally stressed out, like there was so much that needed to have been done and there was no possable way to do it all – worst thing is that I didn’t know what was to be done Just that it needed to be done.

I had a day of somehow feeling anziety and stress followed by total mellow and get on with stuff and sorted all my works accounts I was responsable for, and paper work out – stuff thats needed doing since before May time now totally upto date which i’m pleased about – Somehow organised so that me and others can understand it instead of the Random stuff pile.

I do seem to have a lot of domain names and they are all over different registrars – I think after the count, there was over 70 of them bought on behalf of different companies and all but still, I think thats a lot of names to manage over a year.

Sunday I felt very content with the world, it all seemed fair and was calm – I felt the need to do something and then found “the box of papers” – The “Box” is where every Bill, Reciept, Invoice, Statement, payslips, and random piece of note paper of ideas or check lists have fallen into and are awaiting sorting for the past year.

I finally got round to sorting them and around 9 hours later and several strange films, many disney based and Random UKTV Channels I got through it all but ran out of folders. I now have the majority sorted and somehow do still have ALL my payslips from my jobs. I’ve found I have Every credit card invoice since December 1997 and bank statements going way further than that round 1991 so the sort took a while.

I want to make an Emergencies file – somewhere that I can get everything from Insurances, to contact details with all details there and then ready for use… Its currently just an idea but maybe I’ll get there sometime.

My thought as of 4am on the 10th January 2001

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I do not actually know if these make any sense to whom ever reads this but I type away and see what happens.

A lot seems to have happened over the past few days and maybe it hasn’t but everthing is starting to get sooo confusing – i dno why? I tried talking to friends but they seem not to be available and even if they were i’m sure i wouldn’t know what ot say.

Friends are now trusting me to talk to me with their problems – i like this ‘cos it allows me to get away from my life and dissappear into theirs for a little while. That one of the many reasons why I like talking to friends in America – they have a great way of de-stressing me just by talking to me – i dno why – but I manage to sleep so well after she has spoken to me.

Some of my friends are getting on my nerves hovever my closet friend isn’t which is great. I don’t know what i’m truely thinking when i type i guess this is it ‘cos i’m just typing exactly what i’m thinking and that means i can get things out of my system and try to help me to relax.

I’ve got so much to do and yet so little or so much time to do it. A lot of it i do not want to do, i mean i really dis-like university but believe God has put me there for a reason, A reason I do not actually know as yet. However I feel I have come so much closer to God while here at university. I doubt I would be doing half the stuff I do now with God Stuff as if I had never come to university.

Wow the time is only 4:11am and I feel i have so much more to say. I’m listening to a song by Meja called ‘pop a television’ and the way the sound goes it is so relaxing and so bouncy and yet so good. I do not know why there is so much rythm.

At university I have been to christian camps and joined in with the Christian Union – what am I saying i’m part of the CU committee – what I say actually makes a difference – i think that is so great that i can makes a difference it what is done in the cu. I mean when i first joined i never felt a part of it and now i feel that everyone is important and that everyone can make a difference and really make and impact in what they do. The CU has only got between 30 and 50 members in total but the passion for Jesus is growing and even if the numbers arn’t people are still having a passiong breaking oipertunity.

I hate doing my studies – i find them so boring and yet i guess it should be so exciting but i don’t find any part of my work exciting except that I get to spend time living with other christians.