Nice

Its nice to look outside and see the sunshine – would be nicer to be out in it but instead we have work and have to do that first.

The past few days and weekend have been quite refreshing in general. Warmish sunshine with the occasional breeze. Is spring actually starting? That’ll be nice – hope it gets a lot warmer.

I’ve a few days off this week – needed to use them by end of march. I will eventually get the shower sorted thats needed sorting for the past 4 months. Hot showers again just in time for the warmer weather… However I’ve heard snow is expected next week so that will be odd.

Spurts of interest

Hi, As you’ve maybe noticed I’ve not update for a week or so… I don’t seem to think in this way all the time and try to explain what i’m doing, thinking to people so they understand – I do it all in spurts.

I can think sometimes and it all comes to me and I can write, at the moment it seems that its closer to 2 weeks chat and then 2 weeks quiet. Strange but true.. Anyhow, that means in that way there is going to be more over the next week or so 🙂

Wind and roof

Why is it that whenever I find the time to go check the roof that the winds get strong or it pours down with rain or snow.. its quite annoying.

I apparently have an aerial on my roof somewhere but I get no decent signal when I plug in to the jack in the wall for freeview so I wonder if its actually connected.

I’ve found a lead that goes outside that looks like an aerial connection but don’t know if its connected anywhere so would like to see.

I’d also like to clean out the drain area along the top and just be nosey as to whats up there but need help with the ladder and lack of wind and rain beforehand.

I hope I don’t find missing tiles or problems up there but I guess we’ll see another day.

Musical Noise

I like a variety of music, often I am unsure as to the type or genre of music in particular. I listen to the words of many and how they are to shape a mood.

I find music is a place to allow an expression of power and feeling through rhythem and words. You can often feel the emotion of the singer(s) through the tones they use and words chosen to express.

I often listen to dance music, some is considered trance, electro, among other things – I like the way the beat is generated and tones work around to create a kind of motion in the wind that if listend closely is like a journey that you can allow your mind to follow and explore.

A lot of it is repetative but calming at the same time. I’ve noticed that if you truelly do listen to music the backing rhythems are generally in blocks of 8 beats and then it repeats. The tones may change but the pattern remains.

I like it 🙂 Its all good – different people have different views on the Good part but someone must have liked it otherwise it wouldn’t have been saved.

Spring Harvest 2009

Some of you know that I like to help at Harvest – a Christian Youth camp once a year in north east england. Help with the stewarding teams however I can and have done since around August 1999.

Now i’m going to try for spring harvest that happens in different locations around the UK. Its over the easter break time so minimum time off work.

I am currently awaiting the application to be confirmed. I’m just awaiting on references now. Passed the other 8 parts of application including yet another CRB check. Now i’ve had 3 of these over the past few years – why they need new ones every time i’m not sure.

It should be very different as it won’t be just young people but a mixture of young people, kids, and adults as its not particularly age specific.

It will be a new challenge, another one for this year. I hope I get on the team and look forward to the event.

Link: Spring Harvest Website

Dream Control

Ever wanted to be the director of your dreams? I have wanted to take control lots of times. To wonder if I can change the situation and remembering when I woke up that I wanted to change it but couldn’t.

I couldn’t change it then because I didn’t realise it was a dream. To actualy work out while asleep that I am asleep and the reality that while in my mind I can change the events that are happening – to re-shape the reality – That is an interesting dream/idea in itself.

I learned a long time ago that in dreams I could take control. I could change the physics of the world. Films like “The Matrix” reminded me of my dreams where I could fly when I wanted or stop something from happening.

I will tell you a way how I managed to remind myself I was in a dream but for you to take control and change the reality is all up to you. Its what I’ve used so far that I will explain – It may work for you – it may not but here goes:

1. Find a picture thats kinda normal with a distinctive marking. An example could be a Moon with a large smiley face on it.

2. Set an quite small alarm [like a beeper] for 2 hours into sleep – so if you in bed at 11, set for 1am.

3. Keep Photo/picture by alarm for you to turn off an look at.

4. Do this for around 10 consecutive days.

5. For the next 5 days, continue to set the alarm and switch off [Keep the photo if you want but you should remember it by now]

Your mind should be programmed subliminally now that 2 hours into sleep something will happen. You may initially wake up to turn alarm off or all going to plan you will see the image within your dream and realise as your mind has started to awaken that you are in a dream still and try and change things.

I’m not saying it will work, just that it seems to work for me. Enjoy!

A time of Nothingness or Everything

Walking into my room, looking through the darkness and seeing a window. The curtains open and the outside gray. No colour, no light just gray – a nothingness.

Am I dreaming while I look or seeing something that seems like life. A time where so much can happen and yet can not distinguish what I am seeing in the future posabilities.

Is there so many that its all one mesh or so little that things are picked at and the gray is just dust.

Recently I’ve been unwell, lack of energy, headaches, light sensativity aswell as many other things. Its just life – we all get ill. Its annoying – I can see all these things I want to do and can not do them – just writing a list to work through when better.

I see it all but its just a confusing pile of future – so many posabilities. Whats next?

Ginger

I love ginger things… I think its a wonderful herb, scent and food.

I use it in cooking, in remidies and have lotions of it. Quite hard to get hold of the ginger lotion I like but some friends managed for my birthday – A very excellent present.

Did you realise that if you have a cough with mucus in your throat/chest – you can reduce it by just making a kinda tea with grated fresh ginger in hot water. Fresh ginger is really cheap – I usually get about a 10cm piece for about 15 pence. You only need about 1cm cube for tea.

One of my favorite ginger dishes is simply chicken with grounded ginger. Marinade the chopped chicken in about 2 tbsp of olive oil with a 2 tsp of ground ginger and about 1/2 cm fresh ginger and then heat a hot wok and stir fry until cooked. Great over salad leaves like lettuce.

Strange random topic to write about but then again thas just me really – random with a purpose – so is it ever random?

Time Capsule

I’ve always wanted to capture a moment. To record what is my past and what my thoughts of the future would be and bury it in time to dig up later in life and read back.

What would I put into a “time capsule” and how would I store it. Origianally I thought to put it on a disk – can you remember 3″ Floppies? not 3.5″ 3″ ones… 178Kb of data that can now rarely be read. Then CDs, DVDs, What could read it in 20 years time? Paper may be the last option.

Maybe create a small device that can be packaged with instructions on paper how to power it to read the information bacK? like a mixture between a mobile blackberry device, with mirrors and magnifier to project to a large screen? or just a blackberry with plans to make a solar power cell to power it to view the data.

I don’t know – ideas to store asmuch information on as small a space as possable that can be understood in the future.

Photos, documents, objects – what would you put in? Would you describe what you have and what you use it for? the Types of music – examples of music you enjoy? Beliefs? How to power stuff? Tools?

There is so much you could record and your ideas – what could happen to the planet, to yourself, friends, government. When will the natural resources die out – were you right?

So much to think about nevermind the container for it all. I read in someplaces that you should vacume seal the container so it all stays as expected in the ground but I dunno in reality – its just another thing I’d like to do and it should be done soon really.

MSN, ICQ, Yahoo, AIM, Facebook Chat – Prying Eyes

I watched as a friend showed me how the “encrypted” traffic from MSN was easily viewable using free software he had for monitoring his network.

He knew what was said before his machine using msn had told him the message aswell as picking up other peoples conversations on the network.

It was quite disconcerting. I mean I’m not really bothered about people reading the random conversation I have with some people but on occasion I’ve known people to send passwords or usernames across MSN to help out people. Something which over a non-secure source is not a great idea.

We now use a program named Pidgin – its a multi-instant messenger that allows you to have all your contacts from multiple messengers (now including facebook with a plugin) like MSN, AIM, ICQ, and Yahoo all in one place instead of having multiple messengers open.

You can get a plugin thats like a little application that makes pidgin do more things that will encrypt traffic between your machine and your contacts machine. A friend has made up a guide to help you… if your interested that is.

LINKS:

• Pidgin.im
• Pidgin Encryption Guide

Hope its useful to you… I’ve found it useful and think its good to share.